Please excuse my writing. It's one of those days. I'm missing you like crazy. I'm lost, miserable. I need you. I require that smile that has the ability to cure anything.
I keep going. Sometimes I think I healed. Until someone mentions you, then it all starts again.
A friend of mine asked me about you. I will never forget his words, “A man loves that way only once.” those words are like an echo in my head. Like someone set them on repeat.
In our last conversation, we agreed to not text each other anymore. Ahhh, I'm dying to message you right now! But I respect your decision.
Sometimes I wonder, do you think of me at all? Are you rereading our messages? Are you looking at our pictures as I do? Are you smelling my perfume like I am yours? It's different on your skin. Stronger, bitter, better.
I remember when you came home with flowers. For no reason. Because you wanted to. Oh, dear!
My hands need yours. My body is looking for yours. It seeks your warm skin. To be close as you kiss me slowly. And the smile that appears immediately on my face. I want you to be the first thing I see in the morning. Ah, those mornings, I hate them, but I love them next to you.
Do you miss that too? Or am I the only one stuck in the memories of you, of us? Don't you feel the need to talk to me? Tell me how was your day. What did you do at work… Anything? Is that the pride not letting you message me?
At this point, I just want to know that you are okay. To know that you found your peace and happiness. To know that you are better without me. That's all I care about, your well-being. Forgive my stupidity, my betrayal, my selfish side, and all of my mistakes. Συγνώμη.
*Συγνώμη (read “sygnómi”) – In Greek, means “Forgive me.”
Disclaimer:
The stories are seasoned with a lot of drama, and the characters are fictional because the drama starts when logic ends. ☺
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