Sunday afternoon… I miss you to the point of pain. You were my best friend. I will never reconcile and accept that you are not beside me. I will never understand why anyone would knowingly want to harm a being like you.
They didn't just take you away. They actually took a big part of me.
I took you when you were still small. Palm size. Too cute. I knew you would teach me many things. Only a being like you can teach us loyalty, faithfulness, and sincere love. Only a being like you can teach us how to give ourselves entirely to someone. For someone, you are just a pet and for me, you are family.
And I always wonder, are those who don't like pets capable of loving anyone?
I remember it like it was yesterday. I lost Lexi, and shortly after that I lost my grandfather, and as if that wasn't enough, I had to lose you too. You all left me, but at least you are there together, my grandfather loved you very much!
I remember it like it was yesterday. Freaked out. I didn't know where to turn. I didn't know what to do with myself. I went outside. I didn't even have to call you, it was as if you read my mind. You came to me and as you knew, you hugged me. No, I'm not dramatizing, I'm not exaggerating, you really knew how to hug me.
You came, sat on my lap and silence reigned. All that could be heard was my sobbing. And you seemed to understand my pain, you were getting more and more into me. If you could, you would have taken all the pain and weight out of me. Good thing you don't have that ability as well. You already do way too much for us.
Well, how could there be so much love in such a small creature?
And I don't understand how a sweetheart like you could bother anyone. I'm sorry I didn't find you on time, maybe I could have saved you. Or maybe God wanted me to find you late, so I wouldn't suffer more for watching you struggle. And I feel sorry for the one who hurt you because he never felt true love.
I remember it like it was yesterday, and I will never forget the moment I found your lifeless body. And I will always curse the bastard who harmed you and everyone else. Forgive me for not being with you. And always, until my last breath, for me you will be a step above people. Because humans will harm you and will do it knowingly. And you… you are Angels sent to earth to protect us!
Thank you for being with me.
Thank you for everything you taught me.
Thank you for every wagging tail.
Thank you for waiting for me by the car wherever I went and for being the most obedient.
Thank you for jumping as much as you could every time you saw me, the best greeting!
Thank you for the hugs and immense love!
P.S. I'll leave you this picture here, so you can see for yourself what true love looks like.
See with your own eyes how a pet expresses love and hugs the most!
P.P.S. This text is from the archive. I'm posting IT today because I lost Bubie on February 8 years ago. I publish it in honor of all those who would give their lives to save ours.
In honor of all heroes.
In honor of all fallen Angels.
Until now, you saved lives, and from now on you will save souls.
Guardian angels.
Thank you for existing!
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